Chapter 317
She was the only one whom Jonathan was willing to be dominated by!
Even if she ordered him to kneel in front of her, he would also be happy to do that.
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And what he asked for was just that she should not leave him… No matter what happened, he didn’t want her to leave him…
He thought, ‘Back then, my father must love my mother like I love Rosie, but my mother still left. It made him desperate to the extreme.
But unlike my mother, Rosie would never leave me.’
As the kiss ended, Rosalie was panting and blushed. She wanted to take a step back, but Jonathan wrapped his hands around her waist and hugged her even more tightly in his arms.
“What’s wrong?” She looked at him in confusion.
“Tell me that you won’t leave me.” He lowered his head and stared at her as he said.
She blinked and smiled as she said, “Of course, I won’t leave you. Why do you suddenly think of this?”
“Probably because…” He hesitated for a while but still said, “I just recalled something about my father and mother. The more you love someone, the more afraid you will be of losing him. Because once you lose him, you’ll be desperate.”
Rosalie was stunned for a moment, as she rarely heard him mention his parents, and she only knew that his mother had left his father when his father was down and out, which eventually led to the fact that his father was frozen to death in the snow.
It was a big blow to him and a pain for a lifetime!
He was just a child at that time!
It brought her back to the moment when she met him for the first time. At that time, he was sitting in the snow in his father’s old clothes with such an empty and cold expression!
Her heart ached slightly, as she felt heartbroken for his bitter experience.
Rosalie said to Jonathan, “Jon, bend your waist please.”
Jonathan’s eyes flashed slightly, but he just bent down as she told him.
Rosalie cupped his head with her hands and put his face into her arms. He could hear her heartbeat as his cheek touched her
heart.
“Jon, as long as you love me, I will never leave you and make you desperate.” Because she had a deeper understanding of loss and despair than anyone else, “So you don’t have to worry about anything. We will be together all the time.”
Her voice floated into his ears bit by bit so softly that he felt quite at ease.
“Will we really be together forever?” he murmured.
“Unless one day you don’t love me anymore,” she said, “then I will leave.”
His heart suddenly trembled. No matter how little the chance for such a thing to happen would be, his heart would tremble, as he couldn’t accept it as long as these words such as “will leave” came out from her mouth.
He suddenly straightened up and stared at her. “It’s impossible that I won’t love you!”
She burst into laughter and said, “I just took it as a hypothesis.”
“The hypothesis is impossible!” he said. “Rosie, I love you until I die!”
She looked at him in a daze, and her nose suddenly twitched. She thought, ‘Until he died? Does he know that what he had just said was almost a lifetime commitment?
If there is anyone who loves me most in this world, I thought it must be him!
I have never thought that there would be a person in this world who loved me so much, and even… It was also a man that I had been afraid of.
But that’s just the magic of fatel
“Jon, I… I always felt that after I was released from prison, love was too extravagant for me. I had never thought that I would fall in love with someone again. But now, I’m really happy to meet you and fall in love with you. Sometimes, I even feel that you are just like God’s redemption to me.”
She murmured, sharing her feelings with him.
He was like a knight sent by God to drag her out of the morass of despair again, giving her hope for life.
Jonathan’s body stiffened. He thought, ‘Redemption? If she knew all the truth one day, would she still think so?
No, I will never let her know that!
Therefore, she will never leave me!
Actually… it was that she was my salvation, not the opposite. Probably I would never understand what it felt like to love someone without her.
I want her to be my woman. Even if I can hold her in my arms every day and have a most intimate contact with her, it… it is still not enough. It is still not enough for me with just this!’
“Rosie, let’s… let’s get married!” Jonathan said this as if he had released his long-repressed desires. “Marry me and become my wife!”
Because he wanted her so much!
Marry?!
Rosalie was stunned! She looked at the person in front of her blankly, not knowing what she should do.
“Well, are you unwilling to marry me?” he frowned slightly, and his heart almost stopped beating while she was silent. “Are-Are you proposing to me?” Her lips framed a few words after quite a while.
“Yes.” He gave his answer with certainty.
She blinked as she thought, “Proposing… Was it time for us to think about the plan for marriage?” It had been less than a year since they first met!
But… she loved him, and he loved her as well. It seemed reasonable for them to get married!
“Do you think such a proposal is not formal enough? Or do you think I’m just kidding?” His voice sounded again in the
room.
The next moment, he fell to his knees in front of her.
Rosalie was startled at the sight of that. She lowered her head and stared wide-eyed at Jonathan who knelt in front of her. This man, who had been arrogant, just kneeled down like this!
“Rosie.” He raised his chin and looked at her with his dark and watery eyes, as he said, “I’m serious. I have never been so serious before. I can give you everything I have, including my life, so please marry me.”
He looked so serious that every word he said made ripples in her heart.
She bit her lips and took a deep breath as if she had gathered great courage to say, “What if… What if I can’t bear a child?” She had been drinking the herbal medicine prepared by the hospital and was examined by the hospital every day. And her uterus was gradually recovering.
But after all, she had suffered a serious injury. Even if she would have surgery in the future, it could only boost the odds of conception, which, however, didn’t mean that she would get pregnant.
It was very likely that she could never have her own children in her life.
