Jessica’s Pov
For two weeks I stalked Josh, I wanted to find out where his stance was on ending Thalia and her useless boyfriend. However to my disappointment, he was relaxed, he was behaving like Thalia’s new lost cousin or brother.
It was a disgusting sight that made me puke every time I saw him. Every night I followed him to her house but I always maintained my distance. It was weird that he always went to visit that useless daughter of his at night.
A daughter that was supposed to be mine but Thalia took that opportunity away from me. Now I was stuck with a demon inside of me. Why he was visiting at night was another mystery.
I wondered if they sat around the dining table and exchanged recipes or if they laughed at each other for all the horrible things they did to each other. But it was the s*upid smile that he always came out with from the house that made my blood boil.
The fool was happy, he had been manipulated and bought with visitation rights. They played him well and he was too s*upid to see it. Thalia would have cherished seeing him suffer but she knew she was caught in a web and she used her head.
She used the baby, his mouth shut for the visitation. Every night I followed him, never tired, sometimes I would arrive earlier and just watch the beautiful mansion and the people that went in and out.
I once lived in a similar mansion once but some s*upidresentful and revengeful ex-wife f*cked it all app for me and forced me to move into an ugly family house. The happy days were definitely numbered for that b*tch, I could tell myself.
There I was in my special corner of the street where I would pack and wait for the biggest idiot in the world. The idiot who got castrated and paid with a night visit for his own daughter. It was a pathetic sight to watch.
Just like every day that evening, I waited for him and he came out laughing and hitting his hand in the air like he had just won the lottery. I was tempted to run him over but that would only make things easier for Thalia and leave her free of him. I was very sure a small part of her was itching to get rid of him.
Or maybe they were setting up a plan to finish him off. It was like when farmers fattened their cows for a big s*aughter. That could be the only explanation why they stopped destroying him and he was too blind to see it.
I followed his taxi to his apartment and got out. I hesitated a bit whether to knock or turn around but I had come a long way. I gathered some guts and knocked on the door. When he opened it and realized it was me, he tried to close the door but I pushed it and let myself in.
“Jessica, get out!” He yelled.
“I came to inform you about our new divorce hearing date,” I replied.
“My lawyer already informed me, now leave and how did you find this address?”
“Can I use your bathroom?” I quickly asked, I needed to think fast and use my head if I was to stay long enough to share my plan with him. He glanced at me p*ssed, I just couldn’t get how he was comfortable seeing Thalia’s face while mine disgusted him.
She was the one that was responsible for making him impotent for life. I only f*cked his father, I never took anything from him unlike what Thalia did to him. But there he was staring at me like I had cut off his balls. Every inch of me made his skin crawl.
“Josh, I’m pregnant unless you want me to urinate on myself,” I said without a second thought. I was really desperate, like f*cking desperate but I forgot that mentioning my pregnancy was only going to bring bad memories for him.
I watched as his face tensed up, his hands rounded up into fists like he was about to hit me. I looked away and closed my eyes in anticipation of a big blow.
“The toilet is to your left,” he said, surprising me.
I opened my eyes and watched as he moved away to the kitchen counter. I could see a lot of papers on the table like he was some sort of student or he was looking for work. I did not want to bite more than I could chew so I ignored my surroundings.
“Thank you,” I said and went to the toilet. I immediately closed the door and breathed in hard, for a minute I thought he was going to hit me. I took my time in the bathroom and gathered myself up. I wanted him to cool down before I got out, I waited for like thirty minutes before walking out.
I noticed he had put away all the papers and books I had previously noticed. I began beating myself for wasting time in the toilet. He was still seated on the counter and sipping on a beer. His eyes were fixed on me like he was ready to throw me out.
I walked to a seat next to him without invitation.
“What are you doing?” he asked. I stayed quiet and looked away. “The door is open Jessica, please leave.”
“I’m sorry, but I feel a little dizzy. I just want to get my breath out before I continue on my way,” I lied.
“You can catch your breath in your car, is that not your car outside?”
“Josh I need fresh air, not a s*upidcar! Can you have some compassion!” I yelled at him. He stared at me for a second then got up from the chair, excusing himself. I quickly got up and said the first thing that came to my mind.
“I’m thinking of writing a book about our lives.”
He stopped, turned, and stared at me
“My life, you, Thalia, Brandon, Victor, your baby, and the b*stard inside me,” I outlined.
“Are you s*upid? Our lives are already all over the useless internet and magazines!”
“But we never get paid for that, I want to cash in, we all need money, don’t you need money to fight Thalia for custody or are you two a happy family now?” I spat out.
He gritted his teeth and walked back to the counter.
“Josh we need the money, there is no agency willing to employ me. And you also need the money to spend on that baby of yours. Let us leap on the s*it that ruined our lives,” I explained.
“No!” He yelled. “Are you willing to go into details on how you f*cked my father? Did you enjoy it so much that you want to relive it all over again?” he mocked.
I tilted my head to my left like I was stretching it. I really wanted to hit him but that was going to send me outside so I had to soundproof his words and pretend like I had not heard it.
“No, I did not enjoy it,” I lied. Victor gave me the sex of my life, he was better in bed than his son. There were no two ways about it but it was wrong, it was very wrong and an abomination that I liked but that was not going to stop me from cashing in. Maybe I was going to edit that part out or that part was going to be a gem.
“Josh, do you want to suffer for the rest of your life?” I asked.
“It is always about money with you, well I do not want to put s*it in a s*upidbook for my daughter to come and read about!” He yelled.
“Josh you are a victim, the only people that are villains are me, Victor, and Thalia. People will sympathize with you.”
“No! Get that s*upid idea out of your head you are not writing that book!”
“Yes, I will, or are you going to sue me? Seriously Josh while Thalia is free? The woman that cut off your balls and made sure you never fathered any child of your own?” I spat out.
“This is not about Thalia!”
“No it is, or did she pay you to keep your mouth shut?”
“Don’t be ridiculous, do you want that thing in you to read about our s*it?” He asked, trying to change the subject but I was not going to let him off so easily.
“She or he will understand that without the book they would have starved to death. The book will even help you with the case against Thalia, you can even have custody of that thing,” I slipped.
He quickly got up and held my hand, “how dare you, her name is Amber!”
“No, her name is Kendra, they named her after Kendra Fraser, Brandon’s mother. That baby does not even carry your last name,” I spat out.
He began dragging me outside without the care that I was expecting while I kept reminding him that the child did not have his identity.
“Get out Jessica but remember that if you go ahead with that book, Thalia and I will sue you and you will not get a penny!”
I stared at him p*ssed, he was the most s*upidman in the world. I could not believe that I was once married to a fool like him.
“So you are just going to let Thalia go scot-free?”
“I have told you a number of times that I will deal with Thalia in my own time and way,” he said as he pushed me outside.
“Maybe when you give birth to that thing inside, you will understand how it feels to love a little human being. How life changes and all you want is to protect them and you will not want them to one day read how you f*cked your husband’s father!” he yelled and smashed the door in my face.
I was left speechless and in shock, a tear dropped from my left eye and I wiped it. It was the baby, the s*upid baby had made him soft, that fifty little thing had turned him into a sisy without balls.
I was not going to sit back and watch him move on. Not when I was miserable. Not when Thalia was Happy, not when Victor was probably f*cking some wh ores in Europe, not when Brandon Fraser had tamed him and was giving Thalia the life I should have had.
I walked to my car and drove off at the speed of light, I was barking at the wrong tree, I thought to myself. I was not going to sit around while they formed a blended family. I knew the only way to break the s*upidnew family was to get my hands on that filthy baby.
I arrived home and began putting my plan together. I did not want to waste time and convince myself to change my mind. I had spent so many days spying on Josh at Thalia’s that I knew the ins and outs. They had a total of ten security guards and had security cameras mounted on each corner of the fence.
I knew there was much more and that’s why I hide from the corner of the road every day. Thalia and Brandon rarely went outdoors, I usually only noticed one man who I once was with Thalia at the c*cktail party. He usually did the shopping for them and moved in and out a lot of times. If he was not doing the shopping it was their maid, I once saw her with the baby doing grocery shopping.
So I only had one option, an inside man, the maid was probably new compared to the young man so I was going to target her. However, I needed to get more information about her. Every human being had their own weakness no matter how well they got paid.
I was going to befriend her and learn what her weakness was. Thalia and her s*upidboyfriend probably had put their guns down and I was going to show them I could play the game as well.
And it was going to be some sweet revenge that was going to leave them blaming each other. If I was lucky I could even blame it on s*upid Josh. Brandon was going to finish him up before he gave him the chance to talk.
It was the perfect science or was it the geography of catching two birds with one stone. By the time they were going to realize what was happening, I was going to traffick that useless baby into Ukraine for sex trafficking.
I went on my laptop, opened my site, and checked for the items I was left with for sale. My plan needed a lot of money and I did not mind if I was going to spend all the money that I had saved from the site or sell everything.
